My Crazy life these days ...

à   The crazy old landlady get me on my nerves  with her torturous comments and loud voice.(You super miser  woman.. now I know…your daughter-in –law must have left you because of your perverse nature )

à   I am hating my office..Every single cell of my body says a NO every morning  when I have to get ready for office ..cell..mind..body..soul..sab k sab .... array..no quality work here …I have to drag myself to office everyday and while on my way to office I wish that I get stuck in traffic or somewhere but just that I don’t reach office in time and same is the feeling when I start back for the room in evening..Nowhere else to go L(all you stupid friends why you all get transferred to other cities?)

à   No promotion at work (not that my performance is not good... it’s just because of stupid HR policy....you HR ..!!  letz c what excuse u come up with this June when I am completing 2 years here )

à   I want to switch job but some future plan is holding me back to do so...(I don’t know how intelligent is this to suffer in present for something planned In future)

à   I wake up every morning with the question “what to cook today?”(and yeah same is the question every evening too.. and that makes me realize when back at home mom use to ask this question ..I use to get annoyed and say..”kuch bhee bana lo naa..poochte kyun ho “ now.. Now..I know... that this ‘kuch bhee’ is so difficult to cook )

à   I skip meals and then keep worrying and cribbing that I don’t put on weight (All you relatives and friends don’t blame me for being so lazy to cook  ...am not!!... see the above point..and yeah also this scrawny body structure is one  thing I have inherited  from family elders..)

à   The repeated watching of HIMYM/Friends and Sarabhai Vs Sarabhai doesn’t bore me at all (looks like I am too old to try something new)

à   I have to watch movies alone and I hate it... (First of all I am not a movie freak but then once in a month if I watch a Hindi movie I need someone to listen to my funny comments on every other scene ...datz d time I miss having a roomie )

à   Not even 10 days pass by in gurgaon and I start missing home and mom so much.(I don’t know how will I be able to live far from her once she will get me married and send me away with some stranger ..buhuuu buhuu ..I will not go alone...Will take you with me..Mommy!!)

à   Now a day I am concerned about my physical appearance more than ever... I was always okay with whatever my looks are...Beauty parlor, workouts and painful beauty treatments were a big NO for me... But suddenly in last few months this has changed... I feel I don’t have a right physique, good skin etc etc  (why can’t someone accept me the way I am . ohooo…whatever!! stupidity is that I don’t work on improving it )

à   I plan a lot these days but only 10% of it gets executed... rest all.. Hah! castles in the  air (I make To Do list almost every week and act only on half of them )

à   One moment I feel like I have found true love and other moment it makes no sense to me ..

à   I don’t read books and don’t even feel like picking up my pencil to draw..The only thing I do as soon as I get a free minute is either day dream or read blog..(specially when I’m  in office ..Even right now I m writing this from my office desk.)

à   I keep thinking of all those days when i was so much fun..Very talkative, Very daring..Independent person.. What the hell is wrong with me now???? I miss myself L

And you say Women are complicated.. huh!!

I have heard that all the time that men are simple ..i really doubt on that ..spclly when they are in some relationship..men..huh..you men !!
One week they will call you two-three times in a day . the other week.not a single call in whole week..
sometime they are sweet  and then they are not ..sometime they care for so much and at times you dont even exist for them ...
 They call when they have some free time or when they are bored or have noone else to talk to ..but when you call them..they behave as if you have disturbed them or they are bored of your talks or they are occupied with something else....They do things at their convinence
and then  how can they expect your undivided attention.....when they dont show you a steady behaviour ..They better understand that we want to be their priority and not their option.. how can their saying 'I love You ' at the end of phone conversation  makes up for every mistake they do ..those are mere words ..we want to see that love in  your action .got my point....u  men !!