Friday, April 20, 2012

Growing old..

Last week i celebrated my b'day ..28th B'day ...God jee !! 28 years of my life are over ..and now  suddenly after the b'day i have start realising that i am growing old...
I feel old  everytime when  ...

  • When college friends post the pics of their kids with titles 'my baby' , 'anshu's 4th b'day ','riya's first sports day '.. (my God !! are these really my college frnds.. when did they get married and when did they become parents and how come their kids are in school so soon...)
  • When i see my first  offer letter and realise that it is 5.5 years old.. (Time flies..)
  • When i see  so many younger people in the office and team (I have to behave sincere which is very difficult for me to do  and my seniors who used to treat me as a kiddo earlier ..don't do that anymore)
  • Most of the college and school friends even the juniors are married now and hence along with their b'days i also have to remember thier wedding anniversary date ( spclly for those whose wedding i couldnt attend for some reason.. guilty feeling )and the worst part is that i can't recall their hubby/wifey's name and have to cover it up by saying.. " Tere WO kaisey hain ??" or "Kaisi ha teri MADAM jee ?"
  • Conversations with the buddies are no longer around fashion,movies or collge crushes but about work,life,hubby,In-laws,shaadi etc etc
  • When kids call me AUNTY instead of Didi and when my cousin's kids call me "Mausi /Bua"...
  • When evrytime i see my this very one gray hair i feellike crying.
  • When OLAY skin cream advertisment  tempt me to buy it .
  • When my younger  brother or other family  kids laugh at me and tease me when i say sumthng like  " When i was in school.."  they laugh back saying  " WHEN ?'1947'? " buhuuuuuhuuuu :(
  • When those "door kee bua/chachi" talk all the stuff intentionally when i am around  like "in our time,gals use to get married before the age of 25 "," Childbearing after 30 is difficult.. " (remind me... next time they say i again.. i have to tell them Aishwarya/Lara dutta's example)
oh ho... i crib so much ....par kya kroon... budhape mein aisa hee hota hai.... :(